How should I know?

A strange, but a magical dream started it all. Then my patience ran out with everything in the music field. What am I to do now?

I had asked for an army of Angels because I was feeling uneasy. Something was gravely wrong, but I could not put my finger on just what. My heart began to palpitate; I began to wonder, are there really demons in the heavenly realms? My fear made no sense in my rational mind, but with every inch of my skin, I knew that I was not alone.

I cannot fight this fight alone, God, I had prayed. Please protect me. Please send me your army of Angels to win the battle while I lie asleep. And with that, I carried my uneasiness into sleep.

There was a light. And it got brighter by the second. Soon enough, it became so bright that it pained my eyes. I wondered where it was coming from, and I opened my eyes. I was in my bed, my surroundings pitch dark. A light that was so bright that it woke me up… very neat, I thought to myself, and fell back asleep.

Then a second vision presented itself to me. I was lying in my bed, but I could see that there was a magnetic force field or a glass dome around me. Beyond it, I saw black smoke-like figures that flew around in my room! I was not frightened, though, because I knew somehow that they could not get to me. It was as if God wanted me to see them, to confirm their existence. I was protected.

What was that light? My pastor, my parents, and a few others have said that it could have been an angel or even Jesus himself. Whatever it may have been, it was an unforgettable dream, an indescribable experience. It is haunting me.

Is it a calling? Am I that special? What do you want from me, God? It is all very confusing.